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Sunday, March 09, 2003
i am switching to xanga because of the great difficulty i have of knowing what to do wit stupid html and its huge complicatedness. so, if u wanna know whats going on wit me and such, go to xanga (although i might keep updating the quotes page here, we'll see).
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=nirVaniA
i would create a link to it, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW!! grrr... stupid computers and our mutual detestation of each other.... i dunno, if u wanna read it copy and paste it to get there or something. technology never fails to make me feel stupid...
Vania 6:19 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2003
WHY IS HTML SOOOO HARD?? I GIVE UP. i like hafta ask someone every time i wanna do something different with my site. i give up. moving to xanga. come visit it. i guess i'll still update my site a bit... i will miss the banner it's sooo cool looking. *sigh*. i guess i'm just too stupid. ah well... oohhh i'm kinda sad now. but what must be done will be done... tear haha jk i would add a link to my xanga here BUT I DUN EVEN KNOW HOW TO DO THAT! grr...
Vania 11:10 PM
grrr people are annoying me. some people i have reason to be irritated, but with others i really shouldn't. aah i hate being like this. take control of emotions. my relationships with people just seem so shallow and unsatisfying, POINTLESS, with the exception of maybe 2 people who know who they are. maybe not getting enough sleep is making me really crabby, i dunno. i totally snapped at poor lil erik today... yea i'm a bad sister. blah, hopefully this is a short-lasting mood i'm in. AAHH!! i'm so upset!! got my physical for tryouts, right? i totally thought i was 5'4" but in reality i am only 5'3.5"... makes me sad, SO SAD. booooooo. oh well just won't think about it. alright... time for weight-lifting to fix tendonitis in knees. oh yes and school is gay.
sting~ desert rose
Vania 8:16 PM
Monday, March 03, 2003
tryouts today... i now realize how outta shape i am... SO OUTTA SHAPE IT DISGUSTS ME. i used to be able to do the running for the full 15 minutes(? all i know it was much longer than what we did today) but now... nope. i mean, i was one of the 3 ppl that led, but still. makes me very sad at myself. s'all good, i'll bring my level of fitness up again. so pathetic rite now. and u know what? its only beginning of the season and what is that i hear? the sound of vania having a date wit the trainer every day before practice... grrrr. that didn't make sense but o well. and eww the traininer is an old man. oke i totally didn't mean that. uuuuggghhhh i jus remembered i have physics problems... oke pretend i don't. good exercise today! its been a while heh. ok must leave to do some hw now... *sigh*.
Vania 9:22 PM
Sunday, March 02, 2003
mmmm feels so good... NO WORK!! hehe season starts tomorrow! excitement... only makes me sad i won't see jen for so long unless i can drive. which reminds me, i THINK i'm gonna go get my stupid license this saturday (finally... gaah). i just, uh, hafta learn how to drive stick by then haha...s'all good. slept over at jen's friday nite... good times wit her (MOTORCYCLE MAN!! lol) i will miss her if i can't see her. so sad. we went shopping yesterday, bought the coolest pants. and then last day of badminton practice yesterday as well... sad. then today, went to church, then afterwards went to living water from skit team (haha strongbad techno!!! so excited!!) and then practice for cit 2003 wit janice and ariel. ahhh so excited janice is sooo good at singing!! we wiill sound awesome!!! haha. k i have nothing profound or deep to say rite now and i hafta go now to help timmy wit his apush paper (so bad, it's due tom and he hasn't even started....) oke im out
Vania 9:23 PM
Wednesday, February 26, 2003
half day tomorrow!! last day of work tomorrow!!
Vania 11:25 PM
Monday, February 24, 2003
one more week til the season! one more week til no more work/do nothing 7&8th period!!
Vania 8:49 PM
Sunday, February 23, 2003
i am feeling quite satisfied wit myself rite now, i managed to do 3 (count them THREE that's 3) calc assignments today. of course, there's still a whole week of ap gov to make up... but we'll just ignore that for now, ok?? went to church today, the message was something i really really really really really needed to here because i was wondering about it this whole week: loving people, what it means to love people and to love God. according to pastor nick, they're basically the same thing, u cannot seperate the two. *sigh*, it's hard sometimes, to love others. i'm avoiding cleaning the bathroom rite now (part of the deal wit my mother to let me stay and play volleyball wit eli and ariel today... i hate cleaning the bathroom). luckily ek (what i've dubbed my lil bro since i'm too lazy to say the whole two syllables of his name) cleaned the tub already (haha so funny, he stripped down to his boxers and climbs in wit rubber gloves and plastic bags tied around his feet, are all 11 year old lil boys that strange?? don't anyone tell him that i mentioned this because he'll hurt me) so i don't hafta do much else. whoa that was a HUGE sentence, did it even make sense? i'm in a really really random mood, heh. oke, i should go clean my room now, before my mom kills me and refuses to let me out of the house ever again.
edwin mccain~ i'll be (soooooooooooooooooooo goooooooooooood)
Vania 9:05 PM
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